well nothing much has happened this few days, feel very stressed out with all the work and stuff, class stuff, and duties, what xan i do right, just endure! well pft, 5 items finished with an A for everything, only left the run, which my stamina has recently gone down alot and i think i might, fail, but fear not, i will go and train hahax..! i want an A for everything, till than i will not be satisfied hahax..! XD well anyways, these few days always stay back in school for lots of class discussion, planning got the IJ fiesta, but the proposal was cancelled, oh wells, still have the cafe though! hope it will be a sucess! hmmm...shane told me website for some personality perfile test and i went and try the result were:


You are always alert and keenly observant. You are not truly satisfied with your everyday status and you are seeking fresh avenues which can give you the opportunity to prove your worth. You feel that there are still many barriers that stand between you and recognition - but one by one you will overcome them. Your tenacity is your one good point - like an English Bulldog, once you take the bite, you will seldom let go.

Recently you have been experiencing considerable mental anguish and turmoil. You are bored and discontent. Nothing seems to be going right for you. Even your relationships aren't working out and you don't quite know which way to turn.

Being a very proud individual, you tend to hold yourself aloof pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain and pleasure. This is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional individual, one that may make a hasty decision and perhaps regret it at leisure. It is time now to break the bond of detachment and be the 'you' that you would like to be - give vent to your emotions and enjoy yourself.

The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.

You feel utterly wretched - worn out. The demands that other people have been making on you have depleted your strength and stamina. You feel powerless to try to remedy the situation on your own and you are looking for what is hopefully known as 'divine intervention'. But be assured your salvation lies in yourself - you have the ability so use it.

hmmm, parts of it are true and some maybe i am just not aware of it, oh wells! ^-^ demo, how hard life is, it's life, and sometimes i just do really want to run away to some fantasy worls and live there, as it seems so perfect, but perfect is also not that good, as eveything seems to go so well, and you will not learn what needs to be taught, hahax..! well than, off i go, sorry for not updating for very long, as i said, had, lots of stuff to do, so bear with me people! =)

sakura~

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